My soul is weeping.

I haven’t posted in a long while what with the world being crazy and all but it can’t be helped.

For June and July I’ve been following streamers and streaming myself, but for this month of August I haven’t streamed yet, I just felt like I’ve been lacking something, there’s something missing and when I got to a part of the series I was playing that did mot really have me feel like playing mainly because I felt the game changed it’s prospective and it didn’t sit well with me from there it was a downward travel.

Normally I’d play the long game bide my time and just wait do my projects and slowly build up, but lately I suppose I’ve been craving the sense of satisfaction that’s escaped me for a while now it’s been a downward slope, only I suppose it just took me a long time to drop to the button as I’ve had people that are with me who’ve been very supportive, lifting me up and allowing me to push back.

I’m really grateful I am but maybe because it’s been months and we’ve barely accomplished anything that I’ve been feeling down, I know there’s the pandemic I know it’s crazy but I suppose I had this blind hope that with a little effort we’d grow quickly but sadly that’s not happening now I’m just continuing in a monotone.

It took me a while to notice that I’ve bee just going through the motions, my soul is weeping it wants to sing a symphony, a song that will touch the souls of others through my work but it’s also withering slowly it’s voice is being carrier away in the wind fading.

This isn’t a nice place to be and this post I suppose I just wanted to release my thoughts


I haven’t been posting…

I haven’t been posting because well it’s just been hard and there is a lot to do. I haven’t been able to process everything at once.

October, November and December has been a whirlwind of dealing with frustrations with work and personal issues that made me just want to give up so that’s what I did. I walked out of my job come the new year of January 20202 and went back to doing freelance work.

I left the apartment I was living in and moved back home, I also took the time to find myself.

Just when I was getting shut together well COVID 19 hit and now I am stuck at home which is not really a bad thing. I’m getting a lot of work done and I’ve decided to stream or atleast get back to being a streamer on twitch we now have our website and social accounts updated and there will be more updates and maybe a rework coming soon


Reworks in progress

You all remember when I posted that someone has accepted to be our official Artist for the network? Well that commitment has now been made official our new logos are her works and I am proud to have Rimake as our offical artist for the Butterfly Network.

You can find Rimake on.



The new Logos will be replacing the old placeholder ones on all my social media channels Twitch,YouTube Facebook and of course this website.

Apart from the logos you might have also noticed that I have reworked the website to a new design along with this I hope to finish working on the archive which will hopefully contain my stories along with my ideas and other writing mishaps or works.

The discord servers I still have no proper ETA on however I wish for it to go live this November or just before December begins as this is the time when people are on vacation and would be looking for servers to join

Progress is fun hopefully we get more things done in the coming weeks.

One last thing, I’m sorry as there are no updated to my stories yes but rest assured I’mm get back to writing I just really need to get our of my creative slump

-Black Butterfly


Blog Update

Yes it’s an update for the blog.

I’ll be password protecting my personal blog posts that I feel that are too personal, I’ll be sharing the password with a few friends and family members but that’s it those posts will not become public unless of course this website is hacked which I’ll be doing my damnedest to prevent and trust me on this I’ll be sure to make it so it can’t be hacked.

Next is I might be separating the blog posts stated above to it’s own private menu for logged in users only for added protection, no one from the public will ever know about the posts.

Now about my stories well I’ve recently began reviewing both and I’m happy to announce that once I’m done I’ll be continuing to write both of them after I do some alterations.

Lastly the discord server will most likely go live before November ends, the admin team yes that includes me are busy people so progress is slow.

I suppose that’s it for now.

-Black Butterfly


Good things happen to those who wait

As the title says good things happen to those who wait several good things happened to me today one is that I’ll be moving to a new apartment, more privacy and hopefully more time to write. YES that means I might be able to actually finish my promised chapters lol.

Another piece of good news is that someone agreed to be the official artist for me and my brand so Twitch, Discord, Facebook and the site will be seeing changes when it comes to it’s art.

Lastly i posted this to the page already but me and a few friends are building our discord server hopefully a success you can find the banner on the websites navigation panel.

– Black Butterfly


Tik tok goes the clock.

Time passes by so fast it’s already nearly November leaving a lot of things have happened, a friend out of work for now to pursue their dreams a new inspiration and several projects that are seemingly coming together.

I know I haven’t fulfilled a lot of things and I’m sorry about that but have patience and things would things would come eventually.

-Black Butterfly


I need to adapt some more

So I have several plans.

1 Get back to streaming and I mean truly get back.

2. Finally post chapter 10 for Fuck! I guess I’m in a zombie apocalypse

3. Get the archive running and ai mean running, the archive is up but I still need to fix the bug on posting stories

4. Adapt to work and not sleep as much.

5. Get my discord server running.

These are my goals for this month that I hopefully will accomplish and I mean HOPEFULLY it’s hard with my workload but I must do it

See you all on my next update whenever that is.

-Black Butterfly